Having C-PTSD and Borderline just means that past events have impacted me so deeply, that growing up, my brain rigged itself to pick up on the slightest bit of abuse. I was also born highly sensitive, so I can easily feel other people's energies/feelings as well. Even things ppl may not directly speak on. This makes me isolate myself for emotional and mental stability. Because of experienced chronic trauma, my mistrust of humans is deeply ingrained, no matter how much therapy and pills I take. This is nothing personal, and if you are someone in my life, please consider this before making assumptions about me. Research C-PTSD and Borderline as well and be weary of misinformation.